Been quite a long time since i updated :). Ahaha recently btr le. Starting to feel that i'm some sort blended in skool? Haha but still dun like some ppl leii. Those Bhb One. haish. No sense of shame siol :). Hope they next time can change bahs. If not with their fucking attitute :) Hahaha They will know what " Good" things will land on them:) Ahaha Cny coming le :) Got ang pao to get siol :) Good i will save up :). Going genting next week. LOL I make sure not to eat fat :). Ahahah so long man :) Ct coming soon le :). Mush jyjy and study hard. 15-17 for N lv :) I can do it de ^_^

Fuck lo ...

I hate euu. I dislike euu... Euu not worth to be my mum. Euu Always scold me one. Anyhow scold daddy and grannie 2. Why mush euu do this. Daddy ish a good guy who take good care of the family. He might not be the best hubby but at least he's nice. Do u know what ish nice? 做人最重要是知道要什么是知足常乐。 我很爱爸爸和奶奶，谢谢你们十五年来的照顾。我会好好努力加油的：）。 i will do 3 things in future.
1) Not letting euu being able to See ur future daughter in law.
2) Do not let my children know who r u. i will tell them u mati le.
3) The day u die i wont come and visit euu de, Just rest in peace. Ty

Buaii Buaii :(

Recently btr le :) Skool re open soon :). Study hard. L1B4 Below 10:) I will try my very very very fucking knn c'b best to get it. Higher nitec Direct admission :). Denn Ns denn poly :). Denn go work, denn maybe go fuck denn aiya idk la :)

Alas. God bless me. :(

I wonder when can i find happiness ??? :(

I felt used sometimes. Friends tend to use me and then after using me dump me to one place. Sometimes euu think ur so kind and good to people, Puii la, Bloody ji bye one. No sense of fucking shame. Ccb one. I swear that i make those who made good use of me PAY. I will Pay euu back 10x the amount of damage that euu did to me. Trust me, Since i said it. I will fucking jolly well do it. Those jibye fuckers euu all better becareful, Euu dunno what i will do next. Euu dunno when euu will be harm by me. Euu cant be on guard 24/7. Be prepared to be destroyed by me :D. RAWR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This world is filled with many Unfair things. I know i am not that good or what fuck, but euu urself, think about it. Euu think euu Very good and nice? Dun make me hate euu damm bloody bitches and dogs. Some just talk big nia, But come to act? Got meh? All siam to dunno where le? Those tok 1 do 1 de. I backstab euu one day i tell u. I gonna make euu be surprised and Unable to fight back to me.

I so bloody angry and fucked up now :D. I had no ppl to talk to me, So i had to write this things on here :) This Place is my Place for me to rant Those unhappiness out:) And I try not to rmb it:).

T_T I feel like crying somehow :)

I am Sad, Never in 15 years i had this feeling,I felt sad and lonely in someway. How i wish i could leave this place and move to a new enviroment and live and start afresh. Although i may seem to be happy outside. my heart is feeling cold and scared. I do not know how to interact with people hence i only could use the gaying method to get close to them and start making friends. I do not want this, I wish to Be normal :) But how? I need someone to teach me, Otherwise i am just a pathetic guy only. It does not matter what Anybody does. I live by the rule, People who treat me good i treat them good. Those who treat me bad i will make them pay no matter what it takes. I want to grow up faster and go and work and just lead my own life :).